If nothing else, I hope you know that I love you with every ounce of my being. I hope you realize your importance not only to me but everyone who has been lucky enough to know you. I hope you know that when you’re feeling down, I only ever strive for your happiness. I hope you remember that no matter what, I’m here for you and I fully intend on staying in your life for quite some time. I hope you recognize the fact that I appreciate and adore you without restraints, and that this will never change.
You are one of the most wonderful people in my life and I have grown attached to the idea of you never leaving & I am having a hard time explaining how I feel & I guess its partly my fault for letting you so close & I have grown incredibly sad over the fact that I can’t tell you the right words or say the right things & really to sum it all up I love you so much it makes my sides hurt so I guess now I’ll write it on things that don;t make sense but I saw this color and it made me think of you & I picked it up & took it home and wished you would do the same with me.
I will love you as a drawer loves a secret compartment, and as a secret compartment loves a secret, and as a secret loves to make a person gasp, and as a gasping person loves a glass of brandy to calm their nerves„ and as a glass of brandy loves to shatter on the floor, and as the noise of glass shattering loves to make everyone else gasp, and as someone else gasping loves a nearby desk to lean against, even if leaning against it presses a lever that loves to open a drawer and reveal a secret compartment. I will love you until all such compartments are opened and discovered, and until all the secrets have gone gasping into the world. I will love you until all the codes and hearts have been broken and until every anagram and egg has been unscrambled. Lemony snicket
I think about scrawling “I miss you” all over subway walls and trains I know you often take but I imagine you;d look right past them as anyone would, never knowing they were written for you. even though all my words are. (they always are)
